Subject line: I missed you and miss you
For over ten years now, we have had a rocky relationship. It figures that when we finally both get on the same page and decide to be happy you have to leave. I miss you and want you to come back home. It kills me not to be able to tell you the little things anymore – a stupid joke I heard on Family Guy, the crazy shit my dad said, or just calling to hear you tell me you love me.
subject line: just so you know
beatrice,i know you know how i feel i have made it perfectly clear…you have been through alot in the last year..what a crazy one you had!! but you always seem to come back to me(trust me i dont mind)…i wonder why?? is it because you know i cant say no to you? is it for good reasons?? and because i will do anything for you? the past few days i have spent have been great,not only just as your friend,but as the woman who wants nothing more than spending my whole life making us happy and making all of us girls one happy family! you say that some relationships are not worth the aggravation that will come because of them,but you must know,i will do anything to make my family be happy for us,and accept you as my wife! yes,my wife…thats what i want is a long happy married life with you for those 25hr days in the next 30 years like we once talked about!! i know you are contemplating a return to your ex,or may have even started to get back with her….but think bout it…long and hard..please for all of our sakes…look at the big picture with both of us,all of the pros and cons. in closing i want to say to you…i love you with all my heart,and would love the chance to make you the happiest woman on this earth and spend my every hour,minute and seconds of the day making you happy,loving you,holding you…and giving you the goose bumps like i have when we kiss!! i will be the best wife you could ever want…i WILL be your happily ever after if you just let me!! LOVE YOU WITH EVERY OUNCE OF MY BEING!! S.
Subject line: Do you remember as I do?
Three years have past since I made a major stupid mistake and destroyed the best friendship I had. I came forward soon afterward, admitted what I did, apologized and asked for your forgiveness. You explained that you needed time and space to think and heal. As I truly was sorry for my childish actions and deep down I did truly love you I honored your wishes, by stepping back, by not contacting you, by providing you time and space. Although deep down I knew I had hurt you through my callous actions and vile words, I always believed that someday you would find it in your heart to forgive me. I pray when I awake, when I have a solitary moment during the day and when I lay my head down at night that you will are happy and healthy. A day has not gone by where I have the thoughts, moments and words go through my mind, pondering, wondering, hoping that you think of me in a better light. I know and understand how bad I destroyed that trust you had with me. I believe that if it is not possible in this lifetime, that during the our next lifetime our paths with cross and I am better able to recognize and accept the friendship and love that you so beautifully provide.
