Subject line: I miss you more then I can possibly express
I’m sure you’ll never see this, but even I’m sick of my phone calls, begging you to give me one more chance. I think about you all the time and I cry at least once a day. I made what I thought was the biggest mistake of my life when I cheated on you and then you forgave me and I freaked out and broke up with you. Breaking up with you, that was the biggest mistake of my life. I get that I don’t deserve and am unlikely to get another chance. I can’t believe what a idiot I was. I love you so so so much. Being without you is breaking my heart. I go through the motions of my life but all the good stuff, starting school again, being healthy, being with my friends all feel empty without you. I finally understand the concept of “missing a part of you” because you are gone I am missing a part of me. The best part. You said I’d be all right and I will and am for the most part. Except for the missing you deeply every day things are ok. I can’t be awesome without you though. I can’t call up Captain Awesome without our ring powers activating. I love you. I miss you. I’d do anything to get you back.